Sunday, July 22, 2007
ARRGGHH!! I was just feeling so empty just now for some goddam reason! And again, I dismissed it as a new chapter in my life. DAMN! I'm right! It IS the new chapter in my life, alright. A chapter with "Turning Back" or of such meaning as a title! DAMN IT!
was feeling so angry and turned off so much lately. After my damn long holiday in June, good things didn't happen much. Instead, the bad things started attacking me! wTF! I turned cold and it's time for me to unfreeze myself! Freak! Sheitness! Now everything is a whole lot of mess after the freezing process! Thank god I retrieved myself back just in time!
However, this I'm I guess it was nearly too late. Let's see... I forgot to bring back my shirt, calculator and pencilbox on Friday when Mrs Nathan, the president's wife, came to visit our school. Thank god, again, Cheryl, Alfred and the guys saw them! Phew! But other than those, I lost many more things! First and foremost, my feelings. Then, my Chinese electronic dictionary! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! This is like a total commit suicide!! And my tieS! YES, with an S! Arrgghh I can't believe this! All those frozen feelings that I had made me neglect almost everything!
Seriously speaking, that hell DAMNED guy is so goddam lucky to not have met me a few days ago! If he had, I wonder what's gonna happen next! Freak!!! ARGGHH! Right now, I really thank god for helping me out. well, thank you sooo very very much Miranda and Jessica =]] You guys are my live savors! Sent right on time when I'm about to fall into pieces! Phew!
Ahh.. And of course, my other friends too. I'm not forgetting you guys at all =] thnx ya, Nu. For... Being online :P huahuaa! And Jenny!! I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean to make you go all the way to Orchard Road for nothing at all or something like that... It's because I was with my father's friend the other day, a guest in short. Soo.. Ya...
Not to mention that whenever my dad is here, he'll always fume me up! Adding oil to the, already big, fire. DAMN! It's not that I'm talking behind his back or something. It's just that, we tried talking to him before. Tried to knock some sense into him, BUT NO! He has to deny and had to retaliate! Had to runaway from the sad fact! And stay in his own fantasy! DAMN!
Not mentioning the type of happenings in school too! I'm not the only sad soul there, of course. I have a friend who have been wrongly... Left behind as well. For god's sake! Don't leave people behind! Do you know just how painful it feels to be left behind? Literally and illiberally! Sigh...
And now.. I just gotta say that I'm rather tired for a day already. =] Hope tomorrow will be a better day! Sigh.. I'm sooo so so SORRY for everything that I've done. To whoever I've offended or wadever. Oh ya! Had an issue in school too. wonder what's gonna be the.. Verdict XD
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