MY MEMORIES

Friday, May 18, 2007

Well well well, many days sure have passed. Many things have happened too, just like how events turn up every now and then in a movie. Didn't update cause a few reasons. First and foremost, tiredness. Secondly, my mood, I was pretty pissed off. Followed by the fact that I was busy. Doing this and that, calming myself down and hoping for truths to unfold themselves. Well, guess what? words that I spoke in the past was real. Sometimes, well most of the time, I do not really seek for truth, or even if I did, truth found me instead. In a way or another. Most of the time, it would struck me with great... melancholy? Well, it wasn't a feeling of shock, disappointment or sadness. It was a feeling that my present self is unable to describe. Not just yet. Maybe, when I've learnt many more things in the future, I will be able to understand it and share it with the people around me. I hope I do.

Anyway, since the past few days, I've been meeting freak-heads. Strangers who are male. Mostly males who should have grown old enough to understand what he should and should not do. Examples are:

-knocking into girls in the middle of a BIG road purposely without any reason(s) AT ALL.
-Taking pictures of innocent, pretty, cute and harmless little girls that you meet in some RANDOM places such as a fast-food restaurant.
-Speaking ill of other people who you've NOT EVEN MET. Especially, hurting their pride OR looking down on them for GOD knows what reason.

Well, first of all, I have a few words to tell the guys who are reading my blog. I know that this may sound hurtful. In fact, you may hate me after reading this post but as human beings, I believe that all of us have to learn how to accept the painful truths of reality, instead of simply just running away from them. Now, the fact that has always been kept in my mind since I was small was that males are jerks. Why is that so? Well, you ask that question to yourself. If you still don't have the answer then wait and see, it'll dawn on you soon enough.
Many of us, I believe, would agree that males have greater responsibilities in taking of their opposite gender as they have better physical states compared to females. They were also born with high pride and ego, most of the time, higher than that of girls. But boys, have you ever turned your heads around and take a second to look at ALL the girls before? I bet not. Well, guess what? Although most of us girls has lower ego compared to you guys, some of us has high egos too. And when you touched their pride, or even worse, HURT their pride, you're gonna pay the price. =] Mark my words.
And to all the LOSERS out there. GODAMMIT. You guys sure are the disgrace to the societies. Want me to tell you something? You fools are lucky to bump into me, out of all the human beings in this world. Why? Cause lucky you, I have a SUPER high level of patience and I think lots of times before putting my thoughts into actions. I didn't, I'm sure that I would have bashed up at least one guy by now already ^^ So, count yourselves one of the luckiest men ever on earth, arseholes!

Anyway, putting all those Sheits aside, I shall share with you guys some movies that I've watched lately. First up, The Illusionist. It was really nice! The story line, the tricks and the way some of the tricks were being introduced. However, I did not manage to finish the whole movie thanks to some problems but I'm planning to borrow it's DVD from somebody soon ^^ hehe maybe Steffi or whoever~ =D heeee
And next, I just watched The Prestige. What's with you? You may ask. hauuaha~ I dunno.. Magic and illusions have been revolving around me lately. Guess it might be some sign that I shall solve my problem with some illusions too XD wahahaha!! Anyway, it was impressive, touching, touching, wonderful and sweet at the same time. It truly was marvellous; definitely a MUST watch. It depicts such feelings which could not be described with words. Somehow, I think that sometimes I experienced those kinda feelings before or had done something like that before. Whatever it is, you gotta watch it and unveil its astonishing discovery yourself ^.~

Well, there were some days which was full of depression. I hate to see tears. Regardless who it's from - be it male or female, young or old. Of course, it's worse when it rolled down female's cheeks, indefinitely. But nonetheless, days with smiles, laughters and jokes come around soon enough. Well, this world is a total enigma sometimes but if you're patient enough and observant enough, you may see the wondrous beauty life has.

That's it for now. I had went out a lot. met Stephanie's mom, borrowed DVDs with Steffi, Disa and Mir, watched lots of movies. Met with Eric, Franky, dkk and spoke about lots of things with Isnu, Siska and more. Honestly, everything's cool. Moniq was here too. She shared some wondrous stories with me, her life is a movie. In fact, it might have been an award-winning movie. Haha! But she's in Hong kong right now and I am now only 1 day away from my date! =] There's also the Bowling Competition tomorrow at SAFRA.. I'm still debating with myself right now on whether or not I should go tomorrow morning. Gosh~ whatever the outcome may be, good nite, everyone. =]

A friendship
that became a rivalry.
A rivalry
that turned deadly.

Behind the mystery lie
the secrets.
Behind the secrets lie and
astonishing discovery.

-Did You Watch Close Enough?-

``engraved at ; 8:44 PM

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