Monday, May 07, 2007
Gosh!! Life been so F-up!! I have always wanted to write something down but whenever I recall that freaking thing, I'll be away from the computer! FREAK!!!!! Sometimes, I wonder what in the world is going on with me!
On Sunday, I was with Jenny and Eric. We were at McD in Tiong Bahru, mugging for our papers the next day, which is today. I had my math paper just now. It was seriously hopeless. Thought that I had prepared enough. I mean, I understood most of them already! Was with them the whole afternoon! Oh yeah, Anthony.. WAIT! I told you guys about this ALREADY!! GAAHH
NEVERMIND about what I wrote up there! My mind's a TOTAL blank right now.. And this blog ain't helping that much. Nor are the people around me helping much. When I say the people around me, I meant the people in MY house. GOD! DAMMIT! They've been reminding me about yesterday OVER AND OVER AGAIN! FREAK!! ARRGHH! And this blog is also giving me the headaches! It's giving me weird timings and wadeva! GRRR @*$(&%
Went back from school rather early today. Mir wanted to borrow my DnT book.. Cum studying together.
AND AND!! JUST NOW!! Me received another!! XDXD teehee!! This time from Frankyy!! =D WHEE!! Hahha.. Nah.. There's no intimate relationship or wadeva, mind you. He's just such a sweet friend ^o^ ehehehe!!! Me lucky lucky!! 2 days in a row!! =D It made my day! XDXD haha!! Despite the headaches yeah =D OH! a third day will definitely bring a BROAD SMILE on my face!! Hehehe.. But I doubt that there'll be another =/ hehehe! ^o^
Anyway, today was our math paper, as I've mentioned earlier. It sucked. No, am not trying to lie or something.. Words like "hey, c'mon, you're not a idiot. Betcha can do that paper with ease. Yada yada yada" does not apply to this situation. I repeat, it does not apply to this situation. Why is that? Let me illustrate what happened just now.
I was in school, nervous for my paper cuz I know that algebra in math is driving me outta my sanity. It's practically driving me into an early grave! It's got numbers and alphabets there and they expect us to solve the equations!! Gosh!! Damn, I know I'm dumb and so I practiced more this morning. While everyone was listening to the speech given, I was doing the practices from the book. I was so sure that I've covered most of the things needed although there were still one or two missing.. Steps? Wadeva thingies you call them. Then, the examination starts. The very moment I flipped to the first page, I was stoned! I couldn't answer the QUESTIONS!! AT ALL!! WTF!!! I heard some, well most, of my classmates turning their pages in matters of minutes. BUT I was still sTUCk!! AT THE FIRST PAGE!! GOSH!! Imagine what happened for the rest of the pages. It was horrible!
After the paper, everyone was talking about the paper. Here is some of their comments:
"Hey! The first few pages were okay. I was only stuck at the last few pages!!"
"Gosh!! The last few pages are killers! I'm counting on the first few pages to help me score now!"
"Arrghh~ I can't do the questions! But hey, they first page was easy!"
And right now, I'm really wondering.. How dumb can I be? I'm SO DEAD! And my sis was asking me how my mid-year went just now.. Sadly, I gotta tell her the tragic news T^T
Really miss her too now =/ Well, them, actually.. Tepot bebek, Monji kuda and Mimi Meong.. Hehe.. They're as cute as ever XDXD hahaha!! Makes me miss them more and more! Let me post their pix here XDXD haha!!



Well, and that's the end.. Bye bye~~ huuu gotta mug for my DnT tomorrow~ nitezz!! OH!! And I forgot to state this.
-What seemed impossible now, may not be impossible in the future.-
``engraved at ; 8:44 PM


