MY MEMORIES
Friday, April 27, 2007
Hmm hmm... Yesterday we found out that the dance girls achieved a SILVER. Aint that cool??! ^O^ hee hee!! CONGRATS GUYS!!! =]] well, many of them sure feel rather sad cuz they've aimed to achieve a gold or even gold with honours~! But no worries guys!! ^^ You guys are still the best!!Especially after you guys have told us about your experience. How you guys danced with energy, practiced till you dropped and so on =D
And for that afternoon, I went to the Indonesian Embassy to get my passport back. Mir2 was so nice and accompanied me ^o^ hehehe~ And then we went to QSC to buy some shorts.. Turned out that we bought some FBTs~
And after that, she went to my house. Used my MSN account and was so amused with my emoticons XD gagahaha!! OH! we went to TBP before that to buy some things at the Populer bookshop.
And that was the end of the day. Then today came. Went to school with Jenny. Gosh.. We were talking so happily in the bus and when we alighted from the bus at Redhill, she realised that she had dropped her Ez-link card!! OMIGOSH~~!! So, what happened? I told her that we should quickly grab a taxi and chase after the bus. And we did just that. Luckily, we were right on time! The bus was just arriving at the next stop and was about to leave when I suddenly jumped on it and started bursting, saying, "I think my friend lost her thing here. Can we get it??" And then a gentleman happen to have found the card. What a morning!
And then we talked and walked. It didn't came into our minds that we were going to be late. It was about 7.30 and I was telling her, "And.. We're gonna be late now." So, we rushed and reached the gate at about 7.35. Unfortunately for us, that morning, the gate was already closed. What a MORNING it was!
And today, it was boring. We practically spent our whole day in the hall - revising and doing some worksheets. They make me wanna sleep. Well, I did sleep for a moment there XD haha! Hmm.. And I went with Mir to TBP today again.. Ate there. OH! with Dis too~ And met many people.. HAha... That guy.. Yi Si.. SYLVIA!!! Hmm hmm.. Okay, whatever and I we went home ^^ Home sweet home~ And I was planning to have a nap just now but I did not. Oh wells...
I was thinking of the Phantom of the Opera just now =/ Guess I just can't wait for it!! HAHA! But ohh~ I gotta sleep now. Tomorrow is the speech day and we gotta perform yeah.. And I gotta wake up at 5!! GRRR and be in school by 6.45 AM X_X
Oh yeah.. And on the 25th.. Was that. Yes!! I think it was - the day Steph, I and Mir went our together. We were seating on this stairs which blocked people's way adn I was telling them, "kita kok duduk di sini kayak tempat ini grandmother kita punya ya?" (Why are we seating here like as though our grandmother owned this place?) and then people started walking by. Then there was this lady who came to us and said "How could you guys be seating here?! Don't you know that you're blocking people's way?!" and I was telling them "tuh kan! Uda gw blg. Kita duduk di sini kyk grandmother kita owned this place!" (See! I told you so. We're seating here like our grandmother owned this place!) and as I said that, Steph and I were stnading up. The lady just stormed off while murmuring under her breathe "some ugly singaporeans!" And steph said, "We're not singaporeans!" while giving her the look. Haha!! Alright, fine. I gotta admit that it was our fault Haha! We knew that but oh-whatever XDXD hahaha!! what an experience XD
And this morning.. I think that our principle was telling us about Stephanie XDXD hahaha!! nitezz
-no thing does not mean nothing.-
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Hey~ Well, many things happened yesterday. We had some old fart as our relief teacher. And I'm sorry if this is a pain in the eyes, but he really WAS and IS and old fart! Well, a flying fist or a loud thunder almost went across the room. Luckily, none did. It would have been such an ugly seen that my efforts since the past year would have gone the drain. Well, it's slowly going down the drain now.. =/ SHUCKS! Just feeling sort of -up lately.. Oh.. Steph returned the wallet of a guy that day too.. Haha.. Pass on the kindness people!! =D
For today, we had band and Prize Giving rehearsal. Didn't really know that I was a "winner" till Jenny told me and Din, too. Didn't know what to do and bla bla.. Well, Ju helped me out. But I still didn't know man! But smart me figured it out XD Haha! By copying what the others did.. LOL!
And I was so freakin' tired today.. Went home.. Thought of sleeping but did not cause I just ate at that point of time. Oh yeah.. Sir's birthday.. =] HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR BADRUL!! ^^
Wish him all the best in whatever he do and he's definitely still the best =] Love ya sir! ^^
Watched Hana Yori Dango 2 Since yesterday. Oh yeah, Thnx Yue Ning!! ^^ heheh~~ Arigato~~ And somebody talked in twisted words -_- and refused to tell me what it was all about. Fine then, shall just leave it that way.
And I'm certainly not the type of person to give up easily. However, under some circumstances, i do so-called "give up". Well, for those of you who really do know me.. You'll know what I'm talking about. For those who don't, I guess you gotta find out about it or just forget about it.. Sorry.
To those who are working hard right now for your goals, GOOD LUCK! =]
and for the Dance members!! Tomorrow is the DAY! The day your results are out!! cindy is here.. Waiting for your good news.. Okays?? =]] HEhehe REMEMBER!! I'll be there for you~ XD
MON!!! FREDA~~ Totally miss ya guys!!! Apa lagi elo mon!! Sigh.. Certain things ain't that easy to convey due to some circumstances =/
Haha.. Gak bgt deh.. Gw lagi ngomong neh kyk seorang prof ato apa yg gak becus gt XD
-Find it out yourself.-
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Well, as I was saying, yesterday, we went to Siput's birthday. We were like THIEVES. I'm serious! Okay.. I shall tell you guys about what happened from the start. On the night before his birthday, I called some people up to find out whether they're free on that day to make a video(s). It's his.. Sweet 17 after all XD (okay, Sweet 17s are meant for females only and males should have it when they're 21, but oh whatever, we did it anyway XD). Well, I had my tuition at noon and it ended kinda late at about 1.45+.. And I thought that I could reach TB at about 2. However, I was wrong. Yi Si soon called me and told me to bring the headset for our group project. Shucks! She lived at Clementi which meant that I will be further away from my destination but oh wells, it's my duty after all and I knew that I had to fulfill it no matter what. I'm so sorry guys. It's all MY FAULT.
By that time, it was already 2+ and the guys were already there since about 1+.. Disa, Jenny, Miranda and Anthony. By the time I was there, it was about 2.45. They were sort of studying together. When I reached there, I met Cozenne, Daniel and their friends. Anyway, After some time of brainstorming, we decided to video some wishes of ours and sand some songs. Lyrics by us - composed by whoever. LOL
After that, we bought a cake from the Bread Talk. It was called 'Opposites Attract'. Haha! Cute, huh? It's got half choc and half white. Haha!! Cutesey!! ^o^ And then Jen and I went off. So did the others but in two different directions.
On the way, Jenny was really pissed off with.. Me. I'm so sorry x_X Again, Isnu will kill me and so will she. But before they do so, I guess I'll commit suicide first.. Sorry! I've never been a good person, huh.. My apologies!
Anyway, when we reached Paya Lebar, we took bus.. 135 was it? I'm not sure.. I had in my hands 5 balloons while Jen had the cake. There were 2 reds, 2 yellows and 1 blue. And then when we reached the Shell station, we alighted from the bus. Then we walked aimlessly with me on the phone with Isnu. He was asking about Jenny's memory and I was pestering him to tell me how Siput's condo looked like cuz in front of us was this condo painted in white. I wasn't sure if that was the one. Anyway.. We walked towards its side gate with Isnu still perstering me.. And out of the blue, two aunties went out of the door. Jenny, with her swift moves, quickly grabbed onto the metal gate and hold it there! Whoo!! And the next thing I know was her voice asking me, "Cin.. Should we go in??" And I was like.. "Yeah.. Go go go!!" With some gestures of my hands. Haha! XD
And guess what?! We were in! In that foreign condominium.. I was laughing and so was Jenny. Gee.. The atmosphere then felt much lighter ^^ I was so glad! Then as I saw a security guard walking our way. So, I signaled to Jenny to pretend that we were residents of the condo and walked on. Amazingly, we saw this sign "Block 2 Butterworth Lane". LOL!! WE were SCREAMING our heads off.. HAHA! I totally forgot out Isnu on the other line and hugged Jenny XD haha!! And then we went to the ladies. When Jenny was out, I told her that we shall have an adventure of our own for the moment. Guess what? We found the block! ^^ teehee!! and we could have gottan up to his house on our own. However, I thought that we should not and so we stayed down and waited for Ci Cynthia.
Went we were up, we met his mother and him and Marco and his other cousins.. However, Siput wasn't there. So we just left the things there and told his mum to tell him that we were there and that those were our presents for him.
Then, we went to meet Jenny's brother. They were going to eat out and asked me along but I declined. After all, it ain't nice to tag along like that =/ at least that's what I think.
And that's the end of the 22nd of April.
On the 23rd, today:
Went to school as per normal. Had our 2.4 and FREAK!!! NIGEL!! IMMA KILL YA! He made me ran an EXTRA round and that made me FAIL!! GRRR But oh wells, never mind about that.. I shall just run again next week.. It's good for health anyway XD HAHA!
Oh yeah.. Keith Daddy was sweet.. Haha! He showed a thumb up ^^ teehee and the other guys, Steffi, Rea, Siska, Jessica and the others are sweet too! Haha.. Maybe I can do it with their cheers XD teehee!! But NAHH I'm SHY!! XDXD
Then after school, I was remembering about Friday again.. I was really sad. I was so disheartened. Everyone had such a memory in the band room. With sir, with the band mates. Playing Sunrise and Flight of Valor. I was deeply moved with the storied told by my friends. However, that didn't change the fact that I wasn't there with them.
Anyway, I just did my work while waiting for Stephanie. Wilona accompanied me for a while and then Rea came. She was waiting for Siska. Everything felt so empty. No band practice.. And we were in the canteen doing our work.. Chatting.. Sadness. But sweet and oh whatever!
Soon, the dance members were released. Jenny, Jessica, Siska, Stephanie, Anita were all out. We the went our separate ways. I went with Stephanie to Takazimaya to eat at.. Err.. What was that again.. OMU RICE! Oh.. Steph actually lost her wallet.. When we bought some donuts, that was the time we realised her lost wallet. So, I called the SBS people and Steph talked about her wallet to them. They promised that they'll contact us the very moment they found her wallet.
The waiter in the OMU RICE was really nice. Cuz I somehow left my handphone on the table
and he actually ran after us to return me the phone! Aww~~ thank you soo much!!
And then, after our dinner, I told Steph that I had to go to Starhub to pay my bills. She accompanied me. Thank you sayy~~ And we talked there XD teehee! Healthy lifestyle!! And then when were back from the Starhub, (we were planning to take the Shuttle bus back to GW) Steph received a call! It was from this really kind lady called Anita. She found Steph's Wallie!!! =D How nice of her! She actually called the spa which Steph frequent and got Steph's number.. We then met this lady at TB. ^^ Mann~~ Was soooo HAPPY!! I do not know why.. I was just SOO GLAD!! It was such a wonderful feeling!! ^^ teehee!! What an "adventure"!! =]] Hehe..
Oh yeah.. Met Ms Ng Ah Hoon just now outside Wisma XDXD wahaha!! anyway.. Shall end here =] HEhe!! that's what happened just now ^^ so happy!! =]] Today is a blessed day. We're all so blessed ^^ But.. I have to say another apology. This is meant for everyone. Sorry, for lying. And thanks Steph!! For today! ^^ hehe
-A pinch of kindess never hurt. =D-
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Monday, April 23, 2007
Sometimes you wonder whether what you had done was right, don't you? Sometimes you were told a beautiful lie when you knew the painful truth. Haha.. This post of mine isn't a sad post. Just wanna tell you guys about this fact cause I realised that such things happened in our everyday life.
Anywway.. Shan't talk much.. It was Siput's Birthday. Went to his house with Jenny. Lots of things happened. Shall update about this event next time. Byes~~
-Time waits for no man.-
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
Hey guys.. Something happened today. In the dead of the night to the early morning when everything was still quiet and calm. Well, to most of us, at least. However, just somewhere on that same country of yours, someone might be suffering or they may not be in a quiet or calm state, to say the least. These unfortunate events does not affect us directly but in actual fact, it does, indirectly.
I'm sure that my friends have to agree with me. Provided that they knew what actually happened. Sadly, it's either you know, or do not know. Well, for those who do not know, I suggest that you look for the latest news through the internet or the newspapers.
Anyway, I did my group project today. It wasn't a boring session, neither was it a wonderful session. How can it even be a wonderful session with my elders at home? But anyhow, we've done our work. It just need the last touch up and it's ready to be presented to the class ^^ Oh yeah.. Changed my role to become the boy.. Haha.. And Yi si & guys! I'm so sorry ya.. I've not been a really supportive member x_x shuckkss I'm guilty!!
After that, Jenny came. We chatted and that's it. I guess this shall be the end of my blog for today. Oh.. Watched The Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen on TV just now XD haha~~ Love it! Hahahah! And.. My aunt's friends came over. They talked a lot.. And sort of boasted about their children.. Well, here it goes again.. Some things just never change in life.. And I don't thin they'll ever change.
Well, alright.. My last message. Guys, take care of yourselves. If you think you're strong; yes, you are. However, know your limits too. If you're free then you can do whatever you want. Ironically, you're not always free to do everything you want to. So.. Think further and do what's best got yourself, especially your health - your well-being. No words will change your mindset. You gotta change it yourself. So, no matter what I say will not help you, unless you put them into actions. Get well soon.
-A true friend is one who does not turn his back against you, even when the world turn it's back to you.-
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Friday, April 20, 2007
Hey, guys.. I think I missed out a post on the 15th, huh.. I'm not sure when this happened but I remembered a day whereby Panda, Disa, Siput and I went out together. OH! I think it was on the 14th! The day when I revealed to Panda that I wasn't "lost". We took the free shuttle bus to Orchard road. Hahha.. I actually slipped and fell on my butt!! XDXD gaahh~ that was embarrassing!! But amazing at the same time!! Hahha!! Cuz when I fell on my butt, I was in a perfect sitting position XD WAHAHHAH!!
Anyway, today was the choir's SYF competition day.. Their results turned out to be bronze as well. Many of my friends cried... One of them told me this: "Now I know how it feels to earn a bronze". Well, it's a challenge for all of us. I thought that the standards for the SYF competition was raised for the band's central judging only. I was proved wrong.
Well guys.. Don't feel too sad. After all, this is just another part in the puzzle of life. Just move on and don't grieve over it, yeah =]
Now, I had a haircut just now. It became much shorter than it used to... I guess you could say that it's the same old hairstyle again. XD LOL! Well, it suits me alright... What more can I say? For those of you who wants me to keep my hair long, I'm so sorry.. I guess I'll keep long sometime in the future, not now.
Went to PS after that. Panda came along. She bought some clothes and we bought some food to eat (Mini bites and Secret Recipe). She bought a book for piano too. All the best!!! ^^
Then, we went home. Took some pictures on the way, am not sure who they're with, though. OH! My aunts are back in Singapore too. So, guys, I'm so sorry if I can't accompany you out or whatever yeah... My bad! Q_Q and that's it for today then =/
Tomorrow, Disa and I are planning to take our pass photos at the Orchard Tower. After that, am not sure about the plans that we're gonna have. Maybe shopping, or helping Siput out or... I dunno. Guess will just go with the flow tomorrow~
Alrighty, nitez everyone! ^^ oh yeah.. I might be going for a date on the 20th of May!! Wheee!! XDXD Hope it will be a beautiful date!! XDXDXD teehee hee!! XDXD
-Move on with life, we must.-
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Well, today I skipped school. Not because I wanted to, but because I had to extend my passport. I know, I can always extend it on any other days. However, my aunt said that we should get done and over with once and for all. So yeah, today is the day.
I'm kinda sad.. Wish I hadn't skipped school.. It caused me to miss out on so many things! Our first band practice EXACTLY after the SYF competition, seeing sir, playing with the whole band family, watching the dancers perform and the "special" lessons during CME.
Heard that many people still cried today... When they played the competition pieces. Flight of Valor and Sunrise. I truly wish that I was in school today. I also heard that the dance performance was awesome. All the best guys! ^^ don't be too pressurized ya! Just because two out of 3 of the performing arts group received bronze, that doesn't mean that you guys will too! For all we now, you may get gold with honors!
Was glad to hear that my dance buddies weren't terrified out of their wits during the performance. This means that they're less likely to do major mistakes during the competition itself. Hehehhe! Oh yeah, I'm so sorry, Jen! I promised that I'll scream your name and support you from the audience seat. However, I did not. Sorry!!!
Heard that Penguin fell as well.. Hey, that's okay. After all, we penguins love to fall every now and then XD and well, today I went to the Indonesian Embassy. And then I went to take my pass photos. Everything was done by the end of the day and I had to collect my renewed passport on the 26th. I'm so sorry, Dis. I know that I've promised you that I'll accompany you but I did not.
Can't believe I broke two promises at one go. And also, I can't accompany Siput today. Neither can I accompany Vera, Caroline, etc. For tomorrow, I thought that I may have some free time in the afternoon to do some things that I would like to do. But I was wrong. I a project to be done x_X and had to accompany my aunt during the evening, till night, most probably.
Oh yeah, today I went to the salon again. NO, not to cut my hair again but to accompany both my aunts. They had their hair cut and re-styled. Got two tix for Namesake.. Anyone?? LOL!
Today has got to be my taxi day.. Haha!! Wonder how many taxis I sat on just now... And we went shopping and bla bla.. And that's the end of my trip. Oh!! And when I reached home, I gotta tell you this: I'M IN LOVE WITH THE SEARCH FOR THE NEXT DOLL (TSFTND), presented by the Pussycat Dolls XD
Haha! Alright then.. Shall sleep now.. Good nite everyone!!
-Wise men never wish to turn back time.-
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
Hey~ Yesterday was a Tuesday.. A day right after our SYF. Many of our members were still sad over the outcome of our performance. Well, what can I say. I was shocked too but not to the extend of crying.
We talked to Ms Tan during our English period and I was like the voice of the band. I explained to her how we felt. Well, how I think all of us really felt. I'm sorry if I was wrong, but I think that's what it should have been.
The rest of the day passed just like any other days for me. Except there were some words of comfort from the people around me. Well, thanks a lot guys =] However, I think too much of it is not so good too.. Cuz... Well, never mind. Shan't talk about that. Anyway, Panda, Meiliana, Siput and I studied together in the afternoon.
We studied at the usual place - McDonald in Tiong Bahru. It was a really really tiring. I didn't really want to join them at first. However, when I saw the amount of homework I had, I decided that I should join them and get rid of those homework. Sadly, the studying-together session didn't work out as well as I thought. I have had to go for tuition half-way. I was kinda pissed by the results announcement that afternoon and this tuition was pissing me off even more.
Anyway, I still went for it. True enough, when I got home, my energy drained out of me. I sat down and flipped open my book. A few moments later, I felt like dropping my head into a pillow. An hour later, my teacher dismissed me cuz she realised that I was too tired to continue on with her lesson.
I was thankful for that. I got ready and went to bed. I thought of waking up really early this morning, say, 4-5AM to do my homework. But again, I decided that my beauty sleep was more important.
Today, Fiona was absent from school. Wonder if she is okay. Oh, we edited the script for the recording this afternoon. I then went to Tiong Bahru with Disa. She bought Shihlin to eat and topped-up her card. WE went home straight after that.
When I got home today, I on the computer, do my usualy stuff (including doing homework, although I've not completed them, yet. They're just too much!) and here I am updating this blog.
Time to sleep now... Nitez everyone! Oh yeah, I'm so sorry if my story is really boring. Just have nothing more to say nowadays other than tired tired tired and tired. x_X
Oh yeah, to make this a little more interesting, Panda drew some characters on our hands.. Haha!! A pig on Siput's left hand, a cat on his right, a snail on my left and a monkey on my right XDXD haha!! those are so cute!! And for today, I had the Sun,Moon and Star drawn on my right arm by Mang Teng XDXD haha!! It's really pretty.. And it equaled to a green apple (Cindy) lol.. I don't really know what that means, but hey, it's still pretty!
Oh yeah, Bekk~~ Don't be too angry ya.. I went through what you're going through now before ^^ And it sucked! Especially when they start screaming their heads' off for god knows what reason! And don't bother about those guys ya! ^^ We have your back!! =D
Now, to everyone else! Nitezz!! =]]
-The humans' minds are the most powerful.-
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Monday, April 16, 2007
Well, today we, the band people, were allowed to go to school late ^^ how cool is that? we get to come to school no later than 9.30 AM. Teehee! And I reached school at about 9.10+. When to the library to return those books I read. The Little Prince and The Book of Mysteries and Imaginations. Cool, yeah? Now I've borrowed another book.. It's called Jade Green: a ghost story. Hope that it's nice XD
Then we went to Mir's class to get Disa's Pendant... Well, she was supposed to be out of her class. However, she wasn't. And we had time to spare no more. So, as you know, Cindy will do the fastest method to solve a problem - get into the class and asked for her. It was Mr Roland Tan's lessons. He did not even know who was "Miranda" -_- gosh.. And yeah. She was sort of shocked.. "Cin.. C.. C.. How come.. Until you come into the class.." Haha.. And she started stammering, blabbering out all sorts of words. Anyway, she ended with a wish of good luck for us ^^
Then, we ran to the band room and started warming up. Sir was there already, yepz. Then at about 12+ we were released for our lunch break and by 1.30 PM we had to go back to the band room, full dressed without the court shoes, of course. Then we had some run through... Sir wanted us to play louder. It was a challenge. x_X And I couldn't do it... Sigh..
Anyway, at about 2+ the buses arrived and we started out journey to the Singapore Conference Hall. It was a trip full of nervousness and, of course, hope. We held on tightly onto our goal of achieving a gold. When we were entering the hall, our sirs said a few words of comfort and encouragement. "Don't be afraid. Just blow with confidence." Was what I received at the the door. Those weren't the exact words but they were somewhere along that line. It was this that told me that no matter what happens, I'm just gonna play and hope for the best.
We played our best on stage and some of us broke down right after the performance, at the balcony. I guess it was a big relieve for everyone. However, the biggest blow was awaiting us.
Well, the buses arrived again at the SCH, waiting for us to bring us back to school. All of us then went back to school and into the band room. We cleaned and packed our instruments, our belongings too. We then gathered at the front of the room and waited the results. I was smsing with a few people at that point of time. Wilona, Izzati, Phyone, Wei Shan... May really did lift my moods. However, I still felt the intensity and chewed some chocs to calm myself down. But the head of welfare caught me and had to find some other ways to calm my nerves x_X It was then that I remembered the book! Haha! So I flipped open the pages and was just starting to read when Mr Salleh said that he had received a call! I abruptly stopped and started holding onto YuZeng and we waited for the announcement to be made. It was horrifying.
Seconds and minutes soon pass. Of course, we didn't know what was really happening there except from the descriptions given to us. The results are as following:
Jurong West - Silver
North View -COP
St. Margaret - Silver
East Spring - Bronze (Hey.. I think that they're really admirable =])
Bedok View - Bronze
Hougang - Bronze
Loyang - Bronze
And yesh, you must have guessed what we achieved... Bronze
And the school after us, Raffles Institution - Gold
I do not know about the other schools. The line was already cut. I was sitting right in front of Mr Salleh at the first row. I was re-confirming with him, asking him whether he was joking. He repeated himself and thanked the teacher instead. It was really bronze. Well, frankly speaking, I was shocked. Never have I thought that we will be receiving bronze. After all, we've tried and done our best. It was definitely something unexpected. I sobbed.. A tear or two did drop from my eyes. I hugged Stephanie and stayed like that for a few moments. Thanks so much ya Steph! ^^
Many of us were hysterical. Yes, some wailed out and cried a river. Some ran to the washroom and that was how we all were until the point of time when sirs returned. When they came in, we clapped our hands. Sir definitely deserved much more. Without him, we wouldn't have been able to join the SYF and he had glued us together. Sir Badrul and Sir Faizal addressed us. Telling us that no matter what our result was, we were still the best. Hehe.. He even said something like "Just remember that we are the best dang bronze band!" Hahah! That's so cute! And to enlighten the atmosphere, I laughed. Oh yeah, before that the major addressed us too, and I was the first to break the ice into an ocean of applause. Then Sir faizal and other people talked too and I chuckled here and there a little at their words to enlighten the atmosphere. However, I don't think I helped. =[
Anyway, we then left the room and headed down the stairs. Kodok was sad too. And when we were down, we met Penguin and Siska.. I'm so touched.. Hee hee.. Penguin straight away hugged me the moment she saw me ^^ So did Siska.. And we chatted a little.. Saw Jerry and some other guys. They were picking up their girls. Haha.. Then Siska and Kodok went of together, back to their house while Penguin, Disa and I went to Tiong to eat. It's the end of a long day, after all. =]
While eating, Panda called. Isnu was on the line too. Haha.. They've heard the news and were about to comfort me when they realized that I wasn't that sad anymore. That's so cute XD haha!! Thanks anyway ya guys!! ^O^ hehehe!! Don't be sad!! Me definitely felt touched! =]]
Then, we went home after the meal. Disa dropped off first. Half-way on the way, bro called. Hee hee.. Bet he was worried or maybe he just wanted to tease me or comfort me. =] His words are always so spicy but gee, they mean well.. Haha!! He was like "whoaw.. Now you're that crazy girl again.. What happen to that sad girl just now?" Lol.. HAhah! XD hey, this is Cindy! =] I'm cool! ^^
Now, BL Wei Shan was telling me that she cried 6 times on her SYF day because of the results. HAha! And comforted me too, sort of. Saying that we would work hard together =] Although this is the last year.. And many congratulated me.. Haha.. Thnx ya guys.. ^^ Hope the future will be bright for us!
To Izzat, go for it man!! heheheh Does this mean that you're gonna be the future Section Leader?Hee hee!! Congratz!! ^^ You can do it!! heheh!!
To Wei Shan, hey!! I've seen your blog!! thnx so much ya!! Cheer up too! ^^ Try harder in the future when you've gotten into your JC/Poly!! Kayz?? And when that time comes, do inform me ya!! =]]
To Phyone, haha.. Yeah.. In 2 more years time, things may be much better than today. Who knows? If we work hard enough, nothing's impossible.. Right? =D
To everyone else, hehe.. Thank you!! ^o^ I wonder how many thank yous I have to say.. Hahah.. I think even a million of it won't be enough.
Anyway, that's it from me today. The end of the day of SYF Band competition '07 16-04 at about 4.15 PM... Lucks to all the people who have not gone for your competition!! ^^
Next up for us, Choir and dance.. FIGHTING!!! And.. MID-YEAR EXAMS
ciao!!
-Success is not about the destiny; It's about the journey.-
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
Hey guys. Lately, you guys must have realised that my update ain't that long no more. Well, yeah. It's mainly because of tiredness. Mentally and physically.
Today, we had band, as usual. Reached school at about 7.25 plus... Had a little nap of 15 minutes or so at the study corner. Aishah came with Eunice and sort of disturbed us. LOL! Aishah scared the hell outta me!! She actually hid under the table -_- and when I woke up.. Yeah, I think you understand. Then we fell in outside the band room. Sir say a sentence which really touched our hearts.
"Everything's gonna be fine..." And so on and so forth. It was really touching. And some of us were beginning to cry already! Yeah.. We've come so far. It's amazing, isn't it? Just now, sir edited some parts here and there on the pieces. And my hands were frozen then a few times XD haha! But gee.. I gotta buck up and not be nervous on the day itself ~_~
Anyway, after we had practiced, sir asked all the alumni to say a few words to us. Or say whatever they wanna say to us. It was REALLY touching. Trust me. There was one alumni who talked really long. Teehee! ^o^ he's fun! He was telling us about how he's not a good music listener actually and that made all of us laugh. Sir was definitely there to listen to his every single word and went "oh goodness. That make me not a good teacher..." hahaha... XDXD he also told us about how he sort of dislike SYF cuz SYF always make everyone cry.. Which made sense. He even went "so.. Can you guys please don't cry? Smile..." hahha.. But sir told us not to laugh/smile #_# hahaha..!!
After him, some other alumni addressed us. They were really sweet.. And then there was Aneesa. I think it was Aneesa who told us that we could cry. Well, either her or May.. Haha.. And the other alumnus of ours was like "I said don't cry.. didn't you pay attention to me?" Hahaha.. And it was all really sweet, nice, touching, heart-warming.. And makes you feel like crying!!! x____X
Oh!! And there was also this time.. I think it was Wei Kiat's turn.. He actually said something like "Band.. We heard that it's Sir's birthday next week, right? Now, we're not sure if we'll be able to come on that day. So, can we sing a birthday song for him?" And all of us sang.. Half-way through, I felt tears in my eyes. Yes, I was touched and was on the verge of crying. BUT I didn't. However, many of us couldn't take it and broke down. Shan't tell ya who.. But yeah.. It was all really sweet.. My gosh... Just thinking about it really gives you the warm feeling in your heart..
There's also the grandmother, as always. HEhehe.. Su Ying XD And many many more~~ If only everything was recorded down.. Holy.. And then we watch them over and over again.. I bet that tears would roll down our cheeks. Oh WAIT!! Mr Salleh was there with a camera just now!! OOOH! COuld it really be recorded?? X____x oooh!! I dunno!! But I hope it was!!! =DD Teehee!!
And soo.. Yeah.. That was what happened in band.. HAhah. There was even a suggestion that we bring back our files and put them under our pillows before we sleep XD haha! That's so cute ya! Hahaha..!! And after band.. Me and Ardisa went to Tiong to buy some "snacks".. Well, so-called part of our dinner. And went to GW to meet Siput.. Turned out that he had promised Panda. So, we asked everybody to come.. HAHA!! And Panda still thought that something happened to me. But I suddenly closed her eyes.. And she hugged me dammmmmmmnnnn tight! Teehee!! That's so cute!! XDXD hahaahah!!
Then, we went Cineleisure.. to eat at Suki Sushi and went over to Takashimaya.. And went to HMV.. And we had lots of fun!! ^o^ On our way back home, we met.. JESSICA UTAMI!! And FRANKY!! Yeah.. cool huh?? Lol.. Franky was hit by Siput in the tummy with an umbrella.. Bad bad siput.. And they talked and talked like there was no tomorrow. Ardisa and I were transparent to them. However, we soon pestered them to leave that spot and move on to the MRT station. They said that they didn't want to be together. But ended up together, nonetheless. -__-''
So, after we left the station, I bought a cup of drink and accompanied Disa all the way to her house's bus stop. I waited for my bus there. Of course, she waited with me too. AND I FORGOT TO BUY THE MILK!! OMG!!! -___________-'' SHUCKS!! It better be bought tomorrow.. Haizz.. And yeah.. That should cover everything that happened today ^^ teehee!!
Btw, I've revealed to Steph the truth too.. Hahaha!! And yeah.. No more victims left.. LOL Good night everyone!! =]] SYF is 1 day away!! Wish for all the best on Monday!!! x___x
-I can't give you the confidence I have for you if you don't have confidence in yourself that will give my confidence to you.-
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
Hmm.. Today is just like any other days. Well, Clive asked me to help him in pranking Janice today. Haha! Being the good actress I am, we succeeded ^o^ teehee!! Aww~~ they're so cute together~
And then we had band. Learnt quite a number of things again today.. I still need lots of work. I'm like, the furthest thing from being a good player. Simply put, I'm lousy! And SYF is in another 4 days time!!! I hope that I can make it just in time for it!! Shucks!!! #_#
I went out with Stephanie, too. Hehe.. She actually waited for me at the foyer. That's so sweet ya!! ^o^ I mean, our band ended really late!! And she was there all along =]] teehee!! And then she introduced to me this Hor Fun which was sold at a eatery near her house. It was delicious! Although it didn't really fill my stomach to the fullest XD teehee!! And we chatted as we walked towards Great World. Hehe.. And home to I went.
Well, that's it for today's update. I'm so tired.. And gee Siput.. Haha!! Never thought you'll have some fans there!! XDXD gagagahahah!! But aww~~ I know I'm still the best anyway XD hhaha1! Right guys?? KEKEKEKEK!! Cindy is thick-skinned!! XDXD
Oh yeah, my dad said that we might be going to Europe during the June holidays?? Sigh... Let's just see what's gonna happen next =/ Me feel like going back to Indo too x.X
Oh yes, how are you feeling today? Hehe.. Everything seems fine ya? All the best!! ^o^
And to you, my dear. Don't take things too seriously. And don't think too much. Although thinking is good for us, too much is never good! Haha! ^o^ what's more, you should get rid of that guilty feelings inside you, ya? Don't always blame yourself. What have been done, are done. They can never be rewind. So, you should just move on with life right now and face the reality. Reality is whimsical. =] All the best! ^o^
Just to let you guys know. That no matter what happens, Cindy is always here for you guys =] Of course, unless something happens to me. Haha! XD
Okiez then .. good night!!! ^o^ <3
-Others will accept you when you've learnt to accept others.-
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Hey guys.. It seems like there were quite a lot of infos that I missed out in the past updates. Hehe.. Siput has finally achieved some courage to speak up first. Hehe.. That's great! ^^ But he somehow didn't feel that happy. =/ I wonder why..
And, I also shouted at the class again yesterday. They were horrendous! Trust me. Ms Tan was sick, sort of, and couldn't come to class for those English periods. I mean, I ain't no saint. Nor am I a devil, or whatever. But my moods were down, not really, I was just annoyed with the weather. It was hot, stuffy AND moist. What more could be worst than those?! And they had to add on to my misery by producing all those noise.. The teacher wasn't really strict too. She wanted to be strict. However, she failed quite miserably. So, I had to do it my way. Sorry guys.. But anyhow, I still had to. It's my job after all.
And on that night, Siput said something STUPID. WAHAHAH!! Isnu, you know what it is. BWAHAHAH!! But you know what? You don't have to go to the extend of committing suicide, you know. It's not like as if the whole world is falling onto you, yet. XDXD
We shall talk about today now. The day was fine. Met penguin in the bus stop in the morning. But guess what?! We're LATE!!! So, what did we do? We stopped at the bus-stop near GESS and ran! Yes, I said: RAN. When I say ran, I mean, RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!! Did we run all the way to our school from there? Yeah, we did. We looked like a pair of idiots. However, that was fun! ^o^ teehee! We fulfilled our dreams of doing that again, didn't we?? XDXD remember the bus 32 incident? HEHEEH!!
After that, we did some group project and we went to the library. I borrowed a book today, entitled "The Little Prince". I'm sure that many of you have read this book. It's a wonderful book, isn't it? =] Which is why I'm reading it now! ^^
In the afternoon, I waited in school with Steffi. We talked and talked like there was no tomorrow. Oh! And I learnt how to fold stars as well XD gagaghaha!! Omg.. I'm so slow.. Plus.. Panda was saying "gw bolot gw bolot..." And Penguin insisted that we speak in English. So, she helped Panda to translate those words into English. It went like this: "I'm an idiot I'm an idiot..." WAHAHAH~~!!! XDXD
Also, Panda told me about the the whole nutz nutz nutty nutty language with the nutty nutty humans and nutty nutty nutz nutz whatever.. XD Migosh.. You gotta work someway outta nutty way, gurl! Haha!
Alright then, I shall end here tonight. OH!! Latest news, IZZAT ACHIEVED GOLD!! ^o^ Go Izzat! Go Izzat!! ehehehehe!!! =DDDD ^o^ I knew it!! I knew you could do it!! =]] hehehx!
OH~~ And
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANITA!! Yeah, it was her birthday on the 9th ! ^O^ i knew there was something which I had forgotten to write. I just couldn't remember what! So, right now, I have!!!
Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy Birthday TO ANITA....!!!
Happy Birthday to you~~~!!!
Okiez okiez.. Shall end tonight with some pictures! ^o^ heheheh
That's moi twin. Does she look like me? XD well, she's more attractive, of course. HAHA!
Now, these are my friends who came to my house on my birthday this year. Aren't they sweet?? ^o^
hehe! That's my sister's poor bear!! XD I hanged him there..
NOW, LET ME INTRODUCE TO YOU ZE BAND!!!!
AND THE FEATURED PHOTO OF THE DAY IS.....................................
WAHAHAH!!!Shall stop here now! ^^ see yaa!! =]]
-Cry When It Can't Be Helped; Cry When It Can Be Helped.-
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Monday, April 09, 2007
You know what? What you wish for may really come true sometimes. Just like my wish yesterday. However, before your wish comes true, you'll have to pay a price. Be it cheap, light, expensive or heavy. I wished that today would be a better day, didn't I? Guess what, it did, in a way. However, another heart-wrenching experience happened yesterday.
Fortunately, am not just any other girl you meet on the street or in your neighbourhood. So, I was able to withstand the pain I had to go through. Imagine this...
One night, after accompanying your mum, finishing your work as you've promised and called home informing on where you were - cuz apparently, you were late for your curfew thanks to the late-coming bus, everything seemed fine. Your dad was still happy and laughing, sort of. He talked to you nicely and trusted your words, well he SHOULD believe your words. After all, you didn't lie. Then things started to turn ugly again.
Out of the blue, your dad starting shouting at you while you were using the computer. Now, if that's not bad enough, he started threatening you. Cursing you that you would not do well in wadeva and saying that you would have a tight slap across your face or wadeva. How would you feel? Sad, of course.
Things didn't just yet. He had to repeat his words over and over again and insists that you had to sleep in the same room with him. And late at night, in your not-so-good mood state, you had to hear his horrible snores. Oh gosh! Why is this hell falling onto me? You must be thinking of that, aren't you? Well, or maybe How unlucky of me! or whatever it may be, I'm sure it's not a good situation anyway. So, yeah. You can come back to reality now.
I do not know how you guys will react to this. Some may rebel. Some play stupid, some break down OR chose to ignore. For me, I ignored them. I think that they should be really thankful to me. I did not rebel, neither did I do anything that would make them lose their faces!
Sometimes, I wonder. Do our parents ever care about our feelings, AT ALL?! I mean, the way they treat us could be even WORSE than the way they treat a DOG! Sheitness!
Anyway, today, I had a meeting with the lower-sec chairpeople and the DMs. We had to bring our books on the days assigned to us. Well, another task to take on, another experience to be gained. I was told to bring all my books of the day every Monday and Thursday. Which means that I will have to reach school at 7 AM on those two days. I wonder how long this project will last =/ I mean, it can really be tiring.. Especially with SYF around the corner!!! x_X
Then, we had band. Sir was really pissed off with us yesterday. I'm sorry! It's partly my fault.. I'm still unable to play some parts.. And I would say that I didn't do well today. I did practice a lot just now during sectionals. Until the point when I had a headache x_x shucks!! Haizz... No matter what, I'm still gonna work hard for it! Gold!!! I'm working towards you! I'm even thinking of bringing back my instrument on one of these days.. We only have 3 practices left!! Well, about 5 including the sectionals.. And there'll be NO MORE!! I'm so nervous!!!
Today, we were told about some of the schools' results.. OMG!! Some of them were really SHOCKING!! We didn't expect them to get THOSE results!! Well, gotta work hard!! C'mon!!! I hope that we will do ourselves proud. Our sirs, teachers and school, too, of course!! BAND!!! FIGHTING!!! Tomorrow is Izzati's turn!!! IZZAT!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!! Don't have butter fingers ya!! (although I have the feeling that I myself will have..) and HAVE CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF!! You've been a really great musician!! WAY BETTER THAN ME!! In fact, I ain't no musician at all!!!
Haiz.. Alright then! Shall stop here. EVERYONE!!! FIGHTING!!!!!!
-If You Don't Help Yourself, Nobody Else can.-
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
Hey hey! How do you like my new alert?? XDXD haha! Well, I added that because i realised that my blog looks WEIRD when the screen is of a different resolution. Yes, I actually changed my screen resolution for a while there to check how it looked. And, it was rather shocking to me cuz everything looked distorted!! So.. For those of you who's screen resolution is not 1024 by 768, I'm so sorry if everything's in a mess =[ I hope that this notice will so-called solve your "problems".
Next, I think I've more or less covered what happened to me yesterday in that short paragraph. So, why don't we just move on to today's events? Hmm.. OH! Wait, I have something to add on to yesterday's post. Here it goes..
Well, Siput is dumb! Hahhah!! He stated a fact to me but forgot all about it and denied it. I then reminded him about what he said and he was like "Oh.. Shoot.. I said that ;;" HAHAHA!! And then I chatted with Isnu and.. MONIQ!!! XDXD teehee hee!! And well, I asked her when she's gonna quit it but well, she couldn't give me a specific time. Couldn't blame her. I can't give my friends a specific time too! However, do believe that I'll do it soon enough. Maybe, before I'm 20? Yeah.. So I asked her if it's possible by 20. However, it seems rather impossible. I wish she would change soon, really. I mean, this can't continue on. At LEAST, I do not want it to! So, yeah.. =/ Hmm.. I hope the future is gonna be real bright for us.
Anyway. I was asked to sleep last night. I was so pissed! He didn't even allow me to sleep with my cousin!! AH! What the hell! It's not like something WILL happen. Nothing will happen, definitely. I mean, we're even sleeping on separated beds!!! -____-''
Plus, i couldn't really sleep well that night. Oh wells, let's not broad over sad stuff. It's not good for health.
Today, I went out with my mum again, and my cousin. We went shopping.. And it was really tiring. Then my mum also said that I could study with my friends today. She said YES. So I didn't expect her to go back on her words. Especially not when I've given my words to my friends. So yeah.. I was kinda pissed off a bit just now.. But that's ok.. That's just parts and puzzle of life.
At least, she still allowed me to meet my friends at Tiong just now. There were Jenny, Eric and Leslie. I was so guilty just now.. I made them wait, did my work oh so slowly and did Leslie wrong. I'm so sorry Les.. Shouldn't have done what I did. I had no rights to do so. Please forgive me.. And Eric too for dirtying your shirt..
Anyway, today I've done almost all my work, which is a great news! Actually, I've done all though XD Hahha!! Hope for the best tomorrow!! =]]
-You're Nuts, I'm Nuts, We're Nuts! Nuts, Nuts, Nuts!!!-
adapted from Miranda.
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
hey hey, it's me updating my blog again.. Yesterday was kinda horrendous for me.. My mom came, that was okay. And then my dad came. It was okay too. But for some reason, I do not know what.. They would always piss me off whenever they're here. Well, not all the time, of course. But most of the time.
Was it because of my insensibility? Or.. Are they just giving me some unnecessary burden which I'm trying to get rid of? To me, it'll most probably be the latter fact.
By the way, it's getting late now and my dad's coming this way. Can't talk much. So, I shall stop here for now ~.~ shucks~ so.. nitez everyone!! This has got to be my shortest post so far ^^;; LOL!
Btw, it'll be harder for me to update my blog nowadays.. My "k" has got problem..
-A Good Deed Will Lead To A Good Outcome. And A Bad Outcome Will Await A Bad Deed.-
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Thursday, April 05, 2007
Well, today I planned to go for band after school. BUT I read the notice board saying that there would be no sectionals today. I was kinda sad but I got over it cuz I spent my time by helping Ms Wu with the CMC Board instead.
However, some of the photos were not in the CD. Neither were they in my thumbdrive. So, I had to look for them myself. I went to some of the teachers and students but I got none. Some because they did not take the photo is school, why some because of the fact that there wasn't even a person in that position (as in chairman, vice-chair or secretary). I even waited for a teacher just now till about 4PM.. I guess fatigue got the better of me and I decided that I should go home. Plus, she might have forgotten about our meeting anyway. It was supposed to be at 3-3.30 or so. -___-
Anyway, everything should be done by Monday (and I hope it WILL be done ~_~) or so.
Anyway, when I had done doing most of the CMC things just now,I met Leslie and then Shawn. I was kinda shocked cuz he sudden;y said that I looked pale. And I wondering, pale? Are you sure?? How pale am I anyway? And so I asked him. He said that my face had turned green - very pale, indeed. So I told myself that I had to rest this afternoon no matter what. That's what exactly happened just now. Hehe.. I peacefully slept in my bed while waiting for my tuition teacher XDXD
And today, Steffi is still feeling really guilty. Stef, Don't feel so guilty dong.. It's not your fault.. I think you really should not look down on yourself too much. C'mon girl! Build up your self-esteem ^^ cheer up!
And then the guys also asked me out today, but I rejected them. Anthon also planned an outing tomorrow to the East Coast Park. However, I rejected him as well. Sorry ya guys.. Me can't be there =/
Stephanie, dear, has also been meeting lots of problems lately and some of these things have been predicted by me before. So yeah, it must have been really annoying, yeah? But there's nothing we can do anymore. After all, I've tried everything I could. I've talked to that person, so have you. I've told her almost all(99%) the painful truth and so have you, too. Everything is up to that person now. It's his/her decision. It's something I'm not gonna meddle with and I know that you won't too although deep inside your heart you feel like doing something about it, right? Just cool down yeah =] and let's hope for the best!
Btw, Siput has been really sweet~ But gay -_- you're sick today!!! What the... And muahahaha!! At last! I know your blog!! Gagaaggahahhaha!! But never mind.. I shall be as quiet as a mouse about it. Hahaha!! And he's so gayly cute! gagahahah!! He missed me so much till I appear in his dream!! Bwahahaha!! XDXD gak becus!!
Yesterday, I talked to Isnu. Hehhee.. Gw blom tulis tentang ini ya nu.. wahhaha!! I asked him for a webcam convo.. And HE LOOKED LIKE A SMALL KID!!! XDXD BWAHAHHA!! I repeat: SMALL KID!!!! tahaah!! lucuu!! lucu lucu gak becus!! XDXD hahahah
Here, I'll let you guys see the picture. heheh.. ENJOY!!!
And aww.. I'm so sad.. Moo moo is leaving us today!! Hikz hikz and she won't be coming back from today onwards!! How sad is that!! :( She gave us Ferrero Rocher today. It's still with me now.. Can't bear to eat it X_X but well.. I guess I'm gonna eat it tomorrow.. Hikzz!! SADDD!!! Moo moo!!!
-My 1001 Facts, 1001 Logics and 1000001 Beautiful Lies.-
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Hey guys.. Am not updating much today but that doesn't mean that nothing happened ya.. It's just that.. It's getting really late right now and I should rest.
Anyway, to cut long story short, I've done most of the CMC thing today and am glad that I did ^^. Some teachers talked to me too today. It was about something - not that important. However, it did piss me off. Some kind of attitude she had there. But Oh, whatever. So yeah, that's the outlines of today.
Last but not least, I'm not sure if many of you noticed this, but I did edit my template. Hehe.. Yesh, I did them myself. What's different? First of all, the body of my template has been moved to the right, slightly. And it's width had been expanded too. Hope it's more convenient for you guys now!! ^o^ hehe..
Cheers!
-Do not lower your level to that of a biatch;
Keep your head high, be confident and proud of yourself.-
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Gilaa!! Gak lucu bgt.. Hari ini gw capeee abiis!!! ~_~
Hmm.. Before that, I gotta thank Siput for staying all the way till morning.. At 2 AM plus.. Gosh. I'm so sorry I couldn't complete the composition on time. But I did anyway :P
And then today, I tried my best to stay awake today in school. Hehe. When there's a will, there's a way. It's something that Cindy believes in and yesh! I did it. Haha!! Ok fine, it's not a surprise anyway -____-
But anyway, thanks to me staying awake throughout the day, I'm freaking worn off right now. Especially because I had my tuition right when I reached home. It was really tiring for me... So, right now. I've decided to use my cousin's computer to update this blog and to chat on MSN =] Why is it so? That's because I know that I'm gonna be too tired to shut down my computer later on XD haha!! Lazy Cindy!
And anyway.. Siput, the terms and conditions which I stated yesterday were real. Well, of course not thoroughly, but at least the principles should be there. Nah, the main point should be there - you being more sociable and able to start a conversation with more confident. =D hee hee! No more shyness and "I've got nothing to talk about" attitude, okiez?? ^o^ heheheh~~
Next, I think I should share with you guys about the rumours which I heard since quite long ago. It seems that somebody has broken the rule of a belief some time ago (about a few yers ago?). All along, I thought that it was fine but I was told of the fact that such things were not allowed, at all. (eg. HIp-hop, rock and having "fun" unlike other gatherings). So it kinda shocked me, really.
After all, I've gone there myself and participated in some of their activities! They seemed fine. Nice people, great environment, melodious songs and - yes - fun. I also have many friends in there. Many of them are really nice friends too! So.. I'm really unsure of what to say right now. Hope that I'll know the real truth soon~
Now guys, I've received many weird messages lately. Messages which were never completed. It's like the author of it wanted to tell me something but whenver I asked for the continuation of it, no reply was to be seen. Of course, I could always conclude what they meant by those few words they sent but I can never be too sure. After all, I'm not them and I'll never know about what they're thinking about (although I do think that i understood them rather well. Well enough to decipher those messages all on my own).
But anyway, I shall things as they are right now. I can't force them to tell me. Neither can I jump to my own conclusions. So, they shall just be parts of the mysteries in my life =]
And oh yes! I'll try my best not to eat papayas for at least one week!!
Bye bye PAPAYAS!! me don't wanna be yellow ;;;;
-The Weak Will Seek The Weaker.-
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Monday, April 02, 2007
Hey, it's me again. I'm currently doing my homework right now. However, I just needed to stop and write these thoughts of mine down.
As I have always said since long long time ago, not many people understood me. "You may think that you know me; But you really don't." That's the quote which I commonly use. It sounded pretty ironic and hurtful but if it is the truth, I'm sure that I the people around me will have to face it sooner or later. Especially my friends. My close friends who have put all their trust on me.
Not too long ago, a friend of mine actually asked me this question: "Cin, so.. Are you two-faced?" I did not answer her question. All I replied was: "If you think so, then I am. What you think is what you get." I assured that friend of mine that no matter what happens, she has my words that I am not lying to her. I AM still the THE Cindy, no matter what.
My friend thought about it for a moment and agreed. So, that's about this topic for now.
Back to what happened just now. I realised that I lost the CD. Yesh, the CD which was entrusted to me by Ms Wu. It was a definitely no laughing matter. Each time I'm given a responsibility, I'll try to do my very best to accomplish it. However, was really disappointed in myself just now when I realised the missing CD. Hey guys.. Thanks for reassuring me that nothing bad is gonna happen ya.. Wouldn't have felt calmer without those words from you guys =] Although.. I know that I was retarded. I mean, how could I have the book in my possession but not the CD? -_- That's a question nobody will never know the answer too, I guess. The most reasonable answer I could think of right now is: Cindy, you're just a retard who needs to be treated first before being released again.
Ms Wu, thank you so much too for being so understanding. It was definitely my fault. Yet, you're so nice #.# it made me feel so guilty..
Next stop, about my day in school. It was.. Cool. I had a conflict with Ms Tong again I guess. LOL. She was just plain unhappy with me. Why is that? I dunno.. Maybe it's because of the fact that I dare to do certain things which are not appropriate. Or maybe She was just... Jealous? Hah! That's so unlikely. Anyway, who cares about what her problem was. All I knew was that she IS crazy. I've never seen any teacher screaming his/her head off like that before. Especially NOT to be. Hah! So you're the lucky number one. Are ya happy? ^^ And of course, you're also the lucky number one to be treated specially by me like that too! ^^ Teehee.. Aww~~ How special, huh?
Anyway, I was suspended from class just now. My friends passed b and were shocked to their wit-ends. Some of the teachers were pretty shocked too and Mrs Goh, our Vice-Principal was there too. She talked to me and I related the whole story to her. Mr Cheng was telling me that it was the first time anyone from.. My class ever got sent to the foyer. LOL. I guess he must be referring to.. Nevermind XD Hahax!
Overall, I think that staying in the foyer was kinda fun, actually =/ Hee hee! At least I've experienced something new today XD
Today, we had band. It was ok. Sir tried a new version of Sunrise, which was an "impactful" version of it. Haha! But I guess that style just don't work with us well. "You guys will get a COP if this continues on" he commented. Haha! XD It must have been REALLY horrible. Then, we got scolded at the end of the day cuz the band was noisy when sir was talking. Gee, our bad.. But I do think that the majors are getting weirder and weirder.. I'm referring to the last words we have to say after falling out, by the way.
And when I reached home today, Isnu did his "homework" XD teehee!! Which is.. The video!! Wheeee!! Hehehehhe!! Oh yeah.. I owe you guys a video!!! Hahah which I was supposed to show you guys yeasterday.. But I guess it just slipped out of my mind XD here they are!!!
-You may think that you know me; But you really don't-
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