MY MEMORIES

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

gila!! it's been such a long time since my last post.. If only I had the time to update.. My internet broke down on me too.. But hee hee! thanks to my very generous cousin, I'm saved! ^o^ although I gotta call those people up soon. Anyway, let's cut the crap!

Sigh.. The last time i wrote.. Moniq was coming to SG. And she's miles and miles away from me now =/. The same goes for my sis. She's far away in Swiss.. There was this period of time where I didn't chat with her at all. But guess what? I just did yesterday ^^

Ok, pause. Let's get back to the past. During the Valentine's day. Yes, it's definitely a day not to be missed for some of us, especially those who have sweethearts. The things which happened could be categorized into two groups. 1) with many sweet memories and 2) with many sad or rather.. "odd" memories. And I happen to fall on both categories. Haha.. Thnx ya siput for the prezzie (although you did not give me on the day itself, but it's ok hehe) and the "odd" memory thanks to.. You-know-who. -_-
Well, to make matters even more interesting, I had a fever on Valentine's XD haha! How kewl! Gee. And some people thought that I had a boyfriend and that I went out and bla bla bla.. Hey, you know what? You're half right. I did went out. WITH my girlfriend. Not boyfriend.

And although Valentine's was over.. He did not give up.. In fact, he gave me that.. wand?? o_O and knelt down?? And ya.. You should understand. Sigh. That's a total no-no for Cindy. Not that it wasn't sweet enough, it was too.. weird. Sorry.
BUT! For some reason.. Things didn't seem to change. I wonder why.. And because of that.. Dozens of people knew and yeah.. It was like a war fire.

I didn't really care about that event though. Haha.. There were more important things waiting for me.. Chen's birthday came, so did her sister's. I went to their house.. Celebrated with their friends but I was empty-handed. my gosh T^T that's so.. Damn! But gee.. I hope they had a great time. They did seem happy anyway XD haha~~ Shan't be worried about this issue ^^

Oh! We met Captain Yusri too. He was part of the juridical thingy.. I'm not sure what though @_@ shucks.. My apologies. Anyway, I thought that he would be this though, serious and strict man. But gee.. The truth turned out to be the total opposite of my imagination. He's really nice! And fun.. humorous too =] he even said 'i hope you guys don't write me in your blogs' or something like that.. XD hahah.. All I remember is that he mentioned the word 'blog' kee kee XD
That Sunday, I went to the Istana together with Stephanie to see him. Hee hee!! bebek couldn't stand the heat!! XDXD I feel so bad.. But that's kinda funny though XDXD sorry!!! And Eunice, Aishah and Stockings were there too =]

Anyway, I shall write down the highlights that I had during the one-week holiday.

Now.. One of the highlights during my one-week holiday was.. Isnu's return to SG =D I'm sure that many of you agree with me XD Especially his wife - penguin. He was retarded though =/ but i guess love really IS blind. No wonder he did all those stuff XDXD hee hee!! And that penguin has weird things going on in her head about me and my accomplice muahahhaa!! But gee, my acting has always been good you know =] It was a a WEdnesday 14/03/07 Flight GA830 @ 7PM.
Was supposed to fetch him from the airport.. But I didn't.. For some freakin' reason but everything turned out alright, thankfully. HEe hee!! Cindy is quick-witted ya!! HEHEH since your plan A and B failed.. Hahah!! Plan C is always good =] Mir came too and we were nuts all they way.. OH! we even had a cheer!! Hee hee!! With the Jco donuts!! ^o^ thnx ya ko!! heheheheh love ya for that!! kekekeke

And throughout the whole week, we went out together.. Chatted and bla bla bla. Simply put, we simply had a WHALE of a TIME ^o^ hee hee!! Trus trus.. Pokoknya many things happened.. Sad, happy, shocking, embarrassing, painful and more..
Out of all these feelings.. One left a deep scar on me, It was the feeling of - disappointment. Not to myself or my friends but to none other than my own dad.
So what's up with him? Nobody knows. He's scared that I'll turn into a rotten egg? Well, you just showed me how much you distrust me. That hurt. Do you know how much the word 'trust' could mean? It could heal the broken-hearted and it could break the unbroken-hearts.
And just as I was thinking of giving up, I realised that 'Hey! I'm gonna hard for myself. Me, myself and nobody else.'
So yeah.. You aint gonna pull me down that easily. Mark my words =]

I've showed him wrong all this while. So, I kinda wonder what he's gonna do next.. Sigh.. Anyway, These past few days have been really tiring for me. Ever since school re-opened, I've been sleeping in school. Actually, it's thanks to the weather too. It totally sucks!!! It's warm.. Well, in fact, it's hot. And humid too.. I couldn't stand it!! The wind direction is wrong and whenever the wind direction is right, the breeze will be warm too. -_- I.feel.so.dead.
I need HELP!!! Gaaahh~~ It makes me forgetful.. Moody and bla bla bla~~ GAAAHHH!! HELP!!!

And I've been studying together with the other guys too.. Hehhe.. Well, I'm really guilty for yesterday.. So ya Ric!! &_& gosh~ I gotta leave half-way and he even treated me +_+ gilaa~~ I feel soooo bad!! And then arrghh!!! I just feel sooo GUILTY!! The other day when we go to East Coast as well.. I bet I made everybody's day BAD!! Hikzz hikzz!!! T^T yyyyyyeeeeiiii!! Guiltiness is buildig inside me.. But hey, overall, I everything that I went through are definitely gonna be in my memory for a long time.. =] well, unless my forgetfulness strikes again +_+

Oh.. and there were many other events too which I didn't mention too =] hehhee!! It's all up to me to know and for you to find out ;P

Till then, cyaz!!!

Let me tell you beautiful lies...

``engraved at ; 8:12 PM

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