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When things turned out
as how you've thought they would...
What happens next..?
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Monday, January 29, 2007
hey.. My god.. I'm so moody right now.. Sad..
On the 25th.. She was hurt. Guess what? We were there. I was even in front of her. I thought nothing bad was happening and so I went into the room. When I went outside again, she was gone. So, I went somewhere else to do my stuff and moments later, when I came back, she came back with a hurt wrist. Of course I was angry! I asked her what happened and she told me. I was so furious but nevermind.. I shant talk about it anymore.
On the 26th.. It was a Friday.. Nothing much happened.. We went to Far East. Me, Steph, JB, Mir. We ate at Es Teler 77 and taught him moreIndo words.. And we bought anklets!! XD hehe.. However, I don't think I can fit into it.. :( oh wells.. SHUCKS!! XDXD
Oh yeah.. JES!! Hope you're alright!!
Then on the 27th.. I had band as usual and we went out together after the band. First, we went to Resto Surabaya to celebrate Jenny and Wilona's birthdays!! ^^ Happy Birthday guys!!! =D hope you guys had a fun time!! Well, we had about 10 people. Me, Jenny, Mir, Steph, Dewi, Reagina, Siska, Steffi, Wilona, Leslie, Jessica and Javier.. Okay, that should be all.. (sorry if I missed out anyone @_@) so 12 peepz!! And we ate.. And laughed and took pictures!! =]]
After that, I went to the Somerset MRT together with Wilona.. She had another party with her fam while I need to go to Chenliana's house. It was her sister's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEYLINDA!! =]] Ya.. I reached there at about 5.. My HP's battery was low at that point of time. I contacted her so many times but no one picked it up. I was about to leave but to think about it, I went through all the trouble to go there. So, I stayed. At last, my battery went flat and I went through so much trouble finding some public phone and the phone card.. My god.. I felt so frustrated and angry. I was like.. HELL! -_______-;; GRRR my GOD!!! Could have just killed somebody.. But I shant spoil the day and their fun. But omg.. I became so broke.. Sigh..
After the party, me, Chen, Angle, Carolyn and another gal (sry I didnt knw ur name) went out together to Cineleisure. Yep, I did make new friends.. Tapi sebenarnys gw uda kenal sama itu cewe kacamata sejak lama seh.. Haahaha.. Cuman.. Err.. Gw rada gak suka sama itu anak.. Gara2 Chen.. kita jadi kluar bareng lage..) So actually.. Gw rada marah itu hari.. Chen, if you're reading this.. Ehem ehem.. =___=+
Trus.. Gitu deh.. Tuh cewe minta add gw.. Tapi gw masih blom kasih.. Kalo beneran mau baru gw kasih deh.. Tapi kalo ngak.. Ya udah.. Habis itu, udah.. Di birthdaynya gw cuman bantuin untuk BBQ.. Trus balik dech~~
Lalu.. Hari ini dateng juga akhirnya!! ^o^ hehehe senenggg deh!! Tadi pagi gw bangun skitar jm 11an.. I know it's early and I was freakin dead tired too.. So, after the tuition, I quickly went back to my bed XD wahahha!! Couldn't take it no more!! And at 5 plus, I woke up again.. Heheh.. And guess wad?? I heard good news!!! XDXD haha!! From Isnu!! GILA!! THNX BGT GUYS!! ISNU AND ERIC!!! THE HEROS!!!! WHEee.. I hope that guys stops.. I mean, he's really understanding and that's so nice!! ^^ thnx too ya!! so Mir.. I was seirously happy for you.. My gosh~~ Haha!! I could've jumped up and down.. But I didn't XDXD I just stayed put but I couldn't hold in the excitement.. So I called Steph!! XDXD and we talked suppperrrr longgg!! wahaha~~
But after that.. Bad news always comes.. Sigh.. You know what.. You shouldn't think about it too much.. I'm sure that lots of other families faced that too.. Even mine do! It's just about how each one of us think about it.. Seriously speaking, life is just like a game. You either play it, conquer it and wins. Or give up and loses. I know that I'm nuts in saying this. But that's how you describe life, in simple words. Of course, life can be more than that, MUCH more. So yeah, live you lives people!! I have to live mine too.. Sighs.
So anyway, I conforted her, as always. And hoped that things would change for the better. #_____# haizz.. Wonder why I don't cry for myself sometimes.. Seeing all those people cry so easily for themselves.. Some of them don't even know that other people are facing bigger problems compared to them.. Life is just so unfair sometimes.. Well, not sometimes.. Most of the time.. =____=;; GRRRR haiz..
You think you know me.. But you really don't.
Okay.. Whatever~~!! Moniq is coming back!!! ^o^ yey~~~!!! Hehehehe!! WHEEE!!! In 3 more days time!! I'm soo gonna be nostalgic when that time comes~~ XDXD woo hoo!! Just hope that my mum will allow me to go out.. Cuz most probably, she wont. So yeah.. But anyway.. If we could hide ourselves.. Kekekkekekek he he he he he.. We could even open bottles!! XD oh sheit.. Wait.. I'm broke.. Oh!!! I can always find some ways... =]] hehehe!!
Hmm.. So.. That's it for now.. We're having school agian tomorrow.. And that's just the ways things are.. I can't change anything for now.. But I do hope I can in the future.. Well.. Maybe I will.. Or not.. =XIt's all in you.What you think, what you do.
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